Pilamaya

Never, never

A bear, a saw

A hunter, morning

In the dust of the dawn.

Dreamer, leaper

Get on to other world

As the night rang down

And the morning sail

Away from me.

ICYH

I carry your heart with me

I carry it in my heart

I am never without it

anywhere i go you go, my dear;

and whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling

I fear no fate

for you are my fate, my sweet

I want no world

for beautiful you are my world, my true

And it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

And whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

Here is the root of the root

And the bud of the bud

And the sky of the sky of a tree called life;

which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide

and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart

I carry it in my heart.

Do You

It's just the strangest thing

I've seen your face somewhere

An early evening dream

A past night's love affair

Do you know me? At all

Do you know me? At all

In all my reverie

I thought I felt us there

A feather in my hand

A flower in your hair

Do you know me? At all

Do you know me? At all

Do you know me? At all

Do you know me? 

Feels Like Eponine

And now I'm all alone again nowhere to turn, no one to go to
without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he's here

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight

And all I see is him and me forever and forever
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him
The world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life
I've only been pretending
Without me
His world would go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.
 

It Is A Self Preservation

 

There was a time when men were kind,
And their voices were soft,
And their words inviting.
There was a time when love was blind,
And the world was a song,
And the song was exciting.
There was a time when it all went wrong...

I dreamed a dream in time gone by,
When hope was high and life, worth living.
I dreamed that love would never die,
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid,
And dreams were made and used and wasted.
There was no ransom to be paid,
No song unsung, no wine, untasted.

But the tigers come at night,
With their voices soft as thunder,
As they tear your hope apart,
And they turn your dream to shame.

He slept a summer by my side,
He filled my days with endless wonder...
He took my childhood in his stride,
But he was gone when autumn came!

And still I dream he'll come to me,
That we will live the years together,
But there are dreams that cannot be,
And there are storms we cannot weather!

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living,
So different now from what it seemed...
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed...

Going Right

Hey deerly creatures.

I am really shifting into a whole new level.

But before anything else and all that melancholic moe that we can bring.

Please let me introduce you to my passion.

This is actually one of my passion or superlatives in life.

Aside from all that artsy stuff I have a thing on filming.

Although it is not that great I still do love making short clips.

I am thinking on investing some things to really make my channel.

Quite busy with study and work but maybe I can really sink it in one day.

For now its all random stuff but I am thinking on making a new 

motif or theme for my channel although it would suck cause I am

very random and tickling. 

I am really pushing myself to flip the table.

Or maybe throw the table. Lol.

From arts I am now dwelling on cooking and food.

Blah. Yes, its a big shift!

Thanks for all that emails and messages

you are sending to me.

I really appreciate it a LOT!

Pew pew pew!~

Don't worry I will post new artworks soon.

Well that will cut my prick for now.

Have a nice day everyone!

Rua

Sweet Tag

Hey guys whats up? I am still hovering with my poem arcade.

But hey I will do this sweet tag from one of my friends!

I hope you will also post yours so here it is:

Describe your site in three words:

Galactic, Sweet and Deery.

Name 10 things in your room:

Glasses, lamps, books, notebooks, pencils,

table, cabinets, paper bags, laptop and a blanket. 

What kind of things inspire you:

Actually nature inspires me and also

people that I like or adore.

If you we're a cartoon character what would be exaggerated:

Okay, maybe my eyes.

Are you a herbivore, carnivore or omnivore?

I am a omnivore but I am often living in a herbivore way.

Where do you prefer to live up at the clouds or under the sea?

I prefer over the cotton candy.

Favorite thing to put on toast?

Butter, cheese or chocolates.

Write a short summary of yourself if you are for example in a dating site:

I don't know what I'm doing in here cause I am not looking for a date.

Lol.

Lol. So that's it Milly. Hope you can grasp my answers.

I have to do my quick draw.

Rua

Why

Why do I feel distant?

Why do I feel cold

In a fiery summer evening 

On top of the snow.

Why does my heart beats like this

When you closed the door

Why do I love you?

Just, why.

Why do you made me feel loved

Why did I saw heaven with you?

Why do I feel hell now...

I need you, I need you

But no one saves me.

Why does my heart cries

Why does my tears creep out

It won't stop, I'm bleeding

Why do I love you?

Just, why.

How can I run away

When I kept you here in my heart

When from the start you are miles apart

Why am I stupid...

Why do I feel alone

Why am I depress...

With something I don't own.

Eating My Heart

Have you ever feel so tired?

When you wake up

And you don't want to move

You just want to sleep back

And eat the sadness away.

Have you ever woke up looking at the ceiling

For no reason

And you think about that person

That makes you happy

And you smile with uncertainty.

Have you ever run so fast?

Just to kill the feelings away

But then you stop and kneel

Crying and hardly breathing

The feeling is there.

Have you ever question your own love?

Have you ever asked yourself,

Is this really love?

Is there something more wonderful

than this?

But tell me how hard can it be?

Cause I don't want to end up again

Eating my own heart.